Nothing more than I can handle

so needless to say life throughs you it's curve balls not knowing what to expect.. RIGHT... well yeah obviously after a yaer 3 year relationship getting dumped and kicked out in a whole new world with me and jainah.. crazy but true... i can say that the last 3 months have been a nightmare at times but the best learning experience i have had well one of them.. I have the most amazing family that I wouldn't change for the world.. at times me and my parents have never seen eye to eye but now i know that they would do anything for me... I have amazing friends who are there no matter what and let me cry laugh you name it they are there... I never knew how much my testimony would falter or be tried but these last three months i have wondered how much the lord would deal me and knowing i couldn't take too much more from him.. it's always weird how things happen, in church on sunday the whole theme was repentance and the lord loves us no matter what.. always begrudgingly I go to church when i am at my parents knowing someones going to ask about the wedding or why didn't it happen but now looking back it was inevitable it was going to fail.. we both had our hearts set on different things.. Am i sad.. of course I am being let down for the one things all girls want but in the end knowing that no matter how bad i wanted to make it to the temple Jake wanted something different.. it wasn't in our stars.. but i do have the most amazing little girl out of it who i wouldn't change for the world an
d that has taught me to be selfless.