life as it comes

Life is super crazy I cannot believe it. It has been a super fun summer and things are going great I cannot believe how much time has flown by. the 4th was amazing we spent it with my mom's family and boy do we have fun!!!
I have been so horrible keeping up. Jainah turned 2 in april can you believe it my little baby is growing up. She is talking so much she can count to 10 say her alphabet and knows a ton of songs and we are in the process of potty training right now.. it has been a little hectic but i think she is finally catching on to it.. life is good.. i cannot complain some days are rougher than others but I would not change my life for the world.

Life as it goes!!

So life has been super busy here. I have been super busy working 2 jobs and being a mommy. Life is crazy i never thought that it would be this way when I was little. But the choices that I made and chose made my life to be this way. It's not the perfect life but I am learning that the Lord wouldn't give me more than I can handle. I have come to learn what great friends I have and that no matter what  they are here and love me. The last 9 months have been the hardest in my life but I have come to realize that I am better off than where I was. It is hard starting over but I can do it. Whether or not I am a single mom the rest of my life I can be the best I can. 
why is life always so crazy?? You think that it is getting normal and then something crazy happens again jeez. i just hope all the craziness ends it isreally getting too much for me.






Jainah and gym Class

My good friend December convinced me to put Jainah in gym class and that was probably one of the best things ever for her. She loves it. Friday was the last day of the semester and she had so much fun I couldn't believe how brave she is. She loves hanging on the bars and can hang for such a long time.

my best friends

so i have some of the most amazing friends ever in my life I love them so much..






























































Well it's a new year

I have been a little behind. Needless to say working 2 jobs and being a mommy can get crazy at times.. well not to mention being a single mommy. I have learned a lot in the past year about who I am and what I want in my life and will not settle anything less than I deserve.

I have set a few realistic goals that I will accomplish by the end of the year if it kills me. Well not really kills me but I can do it and stay motivated.

1. First of all, I am going to take Jainah to disneyland in November of this year. I have planned the trip with some of my very best friends and I am motivated to do it.I have never been and neither has Jainah of course but this is something that I really want to do.

2. Get out of debt.I have set up an extremely strict budget and am going to live by it. Making sure of course that my daughters needs are taken care of but making sure we get bills paid off to have a better life.

3. Lose the 20 lbs of baby weight that I never lost. Not by going on any special diet but of course by being more active and walking with Jainah on a regular basis.

4. Last of all taking sewing lessons and learning to sew things for Jainah and my self so we have to buy less.

I am determined this year to stick to my goals and attain them. I am strong and know I can do it just need a few reminders here and there to get it accomplished.